January 2012
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First off, my body ahs completely withdrawn and I have been completely clean for 4 days now, it feels nice. I’m starting to sleep regularly again. I’m busy with school so I won’t be on tumblr much, my dash is boring so I’m gonna go smoke now.
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Day 1
Today wasn’t 100% sober day but I only consumed a small amount to avoid withdrawal symptoms, but I finally made the commitment to start. Many people say addicts use their behavior to avoid feelings, but I feel I always needed to experience more emotion, I wanted to feel every situation I was in to the fullest extent. I wanted nature to be beautiful, death to be crippling and for every song...
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Need to take a shower, do some reading, some research and carefully define my New Years Resolutions. I have a whole list that needs to have a defined goal and carefully plotted out. Need to wake up at 5am to go to work tomorrow.